Sunday, March 26, 2006
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im tired of school. i dont like it the way it drains me day after day and everyday i spend SO LONG trying to do a project or an assignment. i dont want to go to school anymore. do you know how terrible it is? its terrible. it draisn me of my energy and i cant stand it anymore.
as in i LiKE school the people in my class (at least most) and the people in the other classes. but seriously im tired of teachers thinking we have a whole lot of time EVERYDAY. and they give us homework all the time. do you know how hard it is to try find a slot that 4 people have free for one stupid project? we dont have time! we really dont. i dont care if its to stretch us, im breaking. i miss the days i could come home and eat by 1.30 and start work at 3.00 and then finsih by 5.00 and watch tv.when you didnt get tired in the morning or get eyebags. or when you could sleep at 10.00 and feel like you were complete. and when you only had one proj, and you dint have to meet outside of school. and you could spend a long time doing nothing, and nothing and nothing and nothing and nothing. and when i actually enjoyed school entirely. it seems like i reach home at 3.15 earliest and start work at 5, reluctantly. and i go to sleep feeling -i finished all my homework? no, did i ? i dotn know-
im not DEPRESSED or pissed off. i feel very, very.... blah.
4:39 AM
